(via everything-inspiring)
There’s nothing I can say that’ll make any difference to what I’ve done, but I just want you to know that I’m so so sorry… You’ve been nothing but amazing to me but I threw that back in your face and fucked you around, I know. I’ve never hurt anyone before, especially not someone I care about so much. You’ve always been there for me whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on, or when I just needed someone to cheer me up. And I’ll miss you more than you’ll probably be willing to believe. The years that I’ve known you have been a roller coaster, but every second has been worth it. When we first met, and all the times after that, especially recently. I know you think I’m cold hearted and don’t give a shit, but doing what I did was one of the worst things I’ve ever done. But I can’t take it back now, even if I wanted to. I just know that if I didn’t take this leap I’d have hated myself and resented you for it for the rest of my life. I hope one day you can understand… But I doubt it. I hope you’re happy, because then you’ll realise how wrong you were all those times you said that I was the only good thing you had. And you’ll be so much stronger for it. I loved what we had, you were always amazing to me. Thank you for treating me like a princess, and I’m sorry for being the shit stereotypical abused wife. I hope you see this.
Anonymous asked: What happened with Dean?
I was waiting for this.. Lol private message me and I’ll happily explain.
Finally getting my life back.. On such a high! However I wish people would keep their noses out…
That moment when you’re lying in bed and everything bad you’ve ever done pops into your head at exactly the same moment… Yeah, that.
| Red: | Seven insecurities |
| Orange: | Six turn offs |
| Yellow: | Five turn ons |
| Green: | Four life goals |
| Blue: | Three fears |
| Indigo: | Two weaknesses |
| Violet: | One thing you love |
